Fear

  • Wonderfully Different

    I see the pattern coming to life before me. Struggles that were often misunderstood or misinterpreted under a different lens. How others were in turn affected. As I write, I’m still grappling with acceptance. Yet, one by one, lining up the… Continue reading

    Wonderfully Different
  • My Attempt at Journaling

    Around mid June, I felt God was saying to me to get pen and paper. And again later to write. But the feeling that came with the direction of writing was that this time it was to be on pen… Continue reading

    My Attempt at Journaling
  • Finding Calm in the Saddle

    Lately, God is prompting me to work on my anxiety through my riding lessons. Horses are known for mirroring the energy of their riders, but until recently, I didn’t fully understand just how true this could be or how it… Continue reading

    Finding Calm in the Saddle
  • Picking Dandelions

    Picking dandelions as a farm kid was something my sister and I would do. Often followed by presenting our beautiful bouquet for our mom, who reluctantly put them in vase for display. Or casting whimsical wishes upon blowing the white… Continue reading

    Picking Dandelions
  • Little Miracles

    My husband always seems to be able to pray and experience healing over himself. At the very least, he will receive a temporary reprieve when he is serving in God’s house. The smile and joy upon him as he shares this… Continue reading

    Little Miracles
  • Into the Trees

    Last fall, I had one of those rides where it felt like I was doing everything right—engaging my outside leg, lifting my outside rein to steady the shoulder, and directing with my inside rein. My horse kept bracing, leaning out… Continue reading

    Into the Trees
  • Moving Toward the Jordan

    A request two weeks ago about a skill that seemed far from my wheelhouse left me a bit reeling. It lined up perfectly with the topic of projected lies that I had been working through the very same week. Not… Continue reading

    Moving Toward the Jordan
  • Sowing Seeds: This or That

    Lately, I’ve slowly been working my way through Steven Furtick’s book “Do the New You”. God has been speaking to me through this book in a lot of ways. In one such chapter, Steven talks about a verse in Ecclesiastes.… Continue reading

    Sowing Seeds: This or That